WARNING: This gonna be 1 long posting.


I guess workload have been pretty heavy this few days to the extend that I don't have that "Oh! Its friday!" feel. Anyway, I feel that I've changed, changed for the worst. My level of tolerance has dropped tremendously. A single thing could just spark things off, making my face turn as black as coal. Maybe its stress, which I believe so. Stress of negativity and not enjoying the job I'm doing. Its so different from the stress I faced from studies, at least I had enjoyed it better. Perhaps making my face as black as coal is the only way out to express the anger, the complaints, the everything of being a technician in S camp. Its agonising whenever I compared myself to fellow technicians from other camp. We take home $560 a month, wearing similar coverall. Yet, we slogged day and night, OT like no other people's business while they are trying hard to look and act busy. Faking out manuals to make them look like they're working their ass off when they are not. 5:30p.m - they're already changing, preparing programmes for the last quarter of the day. We? Have to eat sucky rations and prepare for OT. It is not fair!!


I know that life isn't fair.


its hardwork, really hardwork. I don't enjoy it, but at the end of the day, I still have to work things out for the next 9 months. I was telling my Y buddy in camp, the only song that I can think off that fits perfectly is "Wake me up when september ends". He couldn't agree much further.


And prior to all the OTs, sweat, pimples and hardwork that Y and me have gone through eversince we passed out from OJE in May, our master tech have given us top priority to take leave for the last week of the year. 22 Dec to 3rd Jan '07. Its confirmed! And its the only thing that keeps pushing me on and on.


Anyway, went for a late night movie with Jas, Ariel and Jonny. Been quite sometime since I last saw them as Ariel was busy preparing for her exams in U. Now that she's as free as a bird, I believe we all will be going out more often. Where's Melis by the way, she has been missing-in-action for quite sometime. And where's my bitching Fan and Jan?


Its 12:41 now. I woke up an hour ago. I had a hearty, satisfying, ______ (whatever vocab you can think of, please fill in the blank) I'm so freaking tired that I nearly dozed off while watching Casino Royale and in the cab while returning home last night. This is the last saturday to sleep all the way, before class commence next week. Now, I'm thinking what I should do tonight.


Congrats to Hui to converting to a Perm staff at SHR. Your hardwork pays off!


Happy 21st Birthday to my dearest cousin - Jolin. I can see that she enjoyed herself to the max that night. Its definitely a stress-relieving moment after this gruelling 1 semester of pain in triple E. Hope you like that pressie me and kor got for you. But I know you like my idea BEST.